My Suicide

By Raina Naomi Gardner

You're here with me
yet I feel so alone
a silence in my heart
not a sound or a tone
I feel like crying
I want to die
Why do I have to feel
this way inside
Time drags by
each moment an eternity
noticing all I’ve got
but I feel uncertainty
A storm that is rising
deep in my soul
I fight my composure
To keep control
A stormy sea
inside of me
I feel so lost inside
my suicide.